getting a little sick.

So... I'm patiently awaiting the Penn State Nursing department's decision on who gets into the program. The decision is supposed to come to the lucky chosen ones via snail mail either the last week of February or the first week of March.

I may or may not be freaking out. I mean, right now I took a semester off from school, i'm working to save up money, and basically my life is depending on getting into this program.

Okay, i'm being a little tiny bit dramatic.

But, it is a highly competitive program. And they only accept a limited number of applicants. I haven't exactly figured out what will happen if I don't get in. What major will I peruse? Will I continue with something different in the medical field? Will I return to teaching? Or will I approach something entirely different, like Business and Information Technology?

This time in my life is so stressful. I mean, who exactly knows what they want to do for the rest of their lives at age 18? 19? 20?

I suppose I need to just stop worrying and put this into God's hands. I know everything in my life will work out... and I will look back on this time and just laugh and think, "if only I knew then what I knew now."